there are things you won't believe and they're probably about me. i was happy as a kid but being an adult is so hard, 'cause when we turn 21 we stop getting birthday cards. and i'm afraid to think too far ahead, like when will i move out of my house? like the time we all stole bikes and raced to the edge of town, there are things i should be over by now. i'm still trying to figure out how what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, well that's a fucking lie. 'cause i can see how much you hate me when you won't look me in the eyes. and i'm sorry i'm conceded, i'm so wrapped up in myself. all the things i won't tell my mother, and i refuse to ask for help. i should be fucking dead by now. i'm still trying to figure out how...
with all the space between my blankets, and all the holes in my head. all the mornings that i wake up and decide i can't get out of bed. you'll call me at 2 in the morning, just to say goodnight and that maybe if we go back to bed we'll wake up alright.
Serious Devo vibes with some creeping synths from this Oakland-based project featuring members of Mall Walk and Religious Girls. Bandcamp New & Notable Aug 25, 2017